Kia Ora, guys!
Have you missed me? Bet you have! 😀
It’s been more than one month since my last post an here is why… after I dropped my travel mate off in Queenstown (we were traveling together for a while and he was the best buddy ever), I felt lost. Again. That moment, when you suddenly become alone and you are not really sure what to do, where to go, or if you even want to do anything at all. There were several days when I couldn’t leave my car. I felt so anxious, didn’t see anything positive about being in New Zealand, and was getting more and more upset. I was sick of living in my car, driving from place to place, looking for a spot to overnight every day… but I couldn’t really come up with better plan or way to go.
When I arrived in Wanaka, I actually felt pretty good. I was looking forward to this place, had nice ideas what to do there… until I skydived the 5th of Feb. I was really excited because skydiving was something I always wanted to do, so I booked, paid and was ready to go. But… this day, I woke up in an absolutely terrible mood. The day, when you go like: “Oooh, fuck, this is gonna be bad.” So it was. I am scared of heights and I didn’t get the adrenaline kick to enjoy the jump, so it wasn’t a pleasant experience at all. I was frightened and unhappy with the tandem instructor I was jumping with. For few days after that, there was a complete mess in my brain. Anyway, at that time I knew I was gonna meet my friend again and I have to admit, that it gave me a lot of energy to keep going and smiling.
By the end of February, I arrived in Wellington and decided to stay here over the winter, find a job, nice place to stay, live kinda normal life for few months 🙂 The day I arrived here, I had my CVs ready and started chasing some jobs.
At the moment I have a really nice place to live and I am still working on the job. But I am getting there 🙂 It’s great to have some home, place, where you can always hide and feel secure. Things are much better, I am meeting new people, making friends and I am fine 🙂
I am about to get settled in few days, have some fixed schedule and then I will write you about the gorgeous places I’ve been to.
Thank you Sigga, Táňa, and Théo for helping me to not drown in all that shit. ❤